sigh...
im feeling so down...
why could this happen to me?
i dont think i've mada any mistake...
i contributed to my family so much and yet i get nothing out of it!! NOTHING!!!
its really sulky!!
would anyone of you will actually stay at home EVERYDAY and clean up the house, get the house chores done everyday???!!
YES I DID!!!! eventhough if i've gotta attend classes!!
im sure most of you know that i've to rush home everytime before certain hours just to boil soup right?? im still doing it and yet i could get scolded for not getting other things done PERFECTLY!!
im so pissed right now!!!
it didn't happen only once but few times in a row during the entire of my holidays!!!
i clean the clothes, hang 'em, water the plants, boil the soup then prepare for dinner
and still not enough??!!
yes, i know i dont have a maid...and i dont need any...
but i did the house chores all by myself you see...
i may not get it done perfectly but im not the housewife!!!
im suppose to be enjoying my holidays and get myself prepared for the following semester!!
PISSS~!!!!
im so so envying those people that could actually go out with their friends, have freedoms to do their things, party whole night or what so ever...
i know...my financial situation won't allow me to do that...
but.. sigh~
i don't know...
i just hate this...
i know mum has been stressing so much...
but i've been helping her too!!
what i got in the end is just...
sigh...