im feeling so so depress now....
its been like tis since yest nite....
i really need some1 to cheer me up...make me smile....
everybody was so moody early morning...
every1 was so tired...includin myself...
everybody was so stress bcos of drama...presentation...
v almost fall sick....de feeling is really bad...
i cant wait for it to b over...but...after tis...final exam will b here...
i have not been touching my notes..books..for dunno how many weeks...perhaps..months..
im feeling miserable...
i feel so lonely...nobody understands wat im thinking...
nobody noes wat i want..
but...i felt grateful tat my parents do love me so much...
especially whn i reached home yest with a tired body...
they care for me so much...i didnt expect tat to happen...
although i have been hiding so many things from them...
i was so quite all the time...i felt guilty...
wat can i do to make myself happy?
ppl around me is always busy..they dn have time 4 me...
i 1 2 cry out loud...but currently many ppl woking in n out from de lab...
im afraid to cry now...
but my tears r rolling down...
my frens r sitting nex to me..
but they dunno how i feel..
i have to hide my tears from them...
i do not 1 them 2 c me crying...
tis feeling sux...
it happened b4 on the past few months...
n it comes again....
i shall stop listening to tis song in my page...
it makes me feel so down...
all the way down...
tmr de drama will be on...
hope eveything will be fine..
hope i can remember all my lines...goin so smoothly..
getting applause from audience just like yesterday...
tats the only thing i wish for..
pls...
break a leg....

i shall feel better..
after spillling out all my feelings...